My Co-Creative Journey with Psychedelics

  • Post-Ceremony Process (6) – Talking to Her

    Post-Ceremony Process (6) – Talking to Her

    One thing that became a regular part of my routine life, after ingesting Ayahuasca, is The Conversation with Her. Yes, I frequently speak with Her, to Her, at Her. And after this many years (FOUR!), I do believe and understand it in my bones – SHE IS LISTENING and RESPONDING. All the time. In the Read more

  • Post-Ceremony Process (5)… The Art

    Post-Ceremony Process (5)… The Art

    I have been told by multiple people, people from different walks of life, people with varied spiritual designations, people who have walked through my life in the last few years that I must Write, I must Write, that I am slated to be an author. Well, I haven’t published any books yet, but I did Read more

  • Post Ceremony Process (4)… The Art

    Post Ceremony Process (4)… The Art

    Before I begin with this crucial piece of my journey with Ayahuasca, I must briefly describe/ re-iterate a pivotal event from my childhood. The memory lacks details like my exact age, or the before and after of the event. It’s like my brain blocked it out to survive. Don’t know. I was a little girl Read more

  • Post-Ceremony Process (3) – The Typhoon & Dog-Love

    Post-Ceremony Process (3) – The Typhoon & Dog-Love

    Looking back, it is very interesting to me – the kinds of themes I was experiencing in my ‘integration’ process post the 3-ceremony retreat with Ayahuasca, the grandmother energy in March 2020. It seems now that all the situations I was faced with in the 3 months after (and of course the next 4 years Read more

  • Post-ceremony ‘Process’ (2)

    Post-ceremony ‘Process’ (2)

    One of the big missteps I took back then, right after coming back from my first Ayahuasca retreat was to stay in the mind, not grounding myself to this reality. All I wished to do was to escape. To escape back into the DMT world, with its dark tunnels of snake skin, with its dimly Read more

  • Post-ceremony ‘Process’ – the main thing really… (1)

    Post-ceremony ‘Process’ – the main thing really… (1)

    Life after leaving the ceremonial space, returning to the sacred mundane human life: Its been close to 4 years since I returned home post my first set of Ayahuasca ceremonies, and even though I have well-documented journals to dip my toes into from that time, Today is still a long way away from then. In Read more