Tag: ayahuasca art

  • Ayahuasca Again (Oct’23) Part2

    Ayahuasca Again (Oct’23) Part2

    (Contd.) 3 Aya ceremonies I took part in, in Oct’2023 and the aftermath: SHARING THE GIFT OF MY STORY & ART WITH FELLOW SEEKERS: One evening, I managed to have all my fellow seekers at the retreat gathered in one place, after we had had a short little hike as a group. I nervously spoke…

  • Post-Ceremony Process (6) – Talking to Her

    Post-Ceremony Process (6) – Talking to Her

    One thing that became a regular part of my routine life, after ingesting Ayahuasca, is The Conversation with Her. Yes, I frequently speak with Her, to Her, at Her. And after this many years (FOUR!), I do believe and understand it in my bones – SHE IS LISTENING and RESPONDING. All the time. In the…

  • Post Ceremony Process (4)… The Art

    Post Ceremony Process (4)… The Art

    Before I begin with this crucial piece of my journey with Ayahuasca, I must briefly describe/ re-iterate a pivotal event from my childhood. The memory lacks details like my exact age, or the before and after of the event. It’s like my brain blocked it out to survive. Don’t know. I was a little girl…

  • 3rd ceremony (2020) – part 3

    3rd ceremony (2020) – part 3

    For everyone else in the circle, the ceremony and the retreat had come to a satisfying close, but not for me. At least not yet. While everyone was dispersing, chatting, giggling, high-fiving, I was lying down sideways on my mattress, feeling & looking zonked. I could see everyone around me jubilating, making plans for the…

  • 3rd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 2

    3rd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 2

    (continued from before…) As I wrote in the earlier post about the Third Ceremony, I felt as if Mamma Aya wasn’t talking to me at all that day. She kept dodging me, confusing me, spinning me around, putting me behind stranger’s eyes. I struggled to remember who I was (Anjuri, a woman, 36 years old,…