Category: Ceremonies

  • L.S.D. Love, Sensuality & Desire:

    L.S.D. Love, Sensuality & Desire:

    That time I experimented with LSD: One day I became rather lucky, in that I received a first opportunity to try LSD. No need to get into the details of how and when. And who. Let’s just say that ever since I decided to unlearn and go forth into the Unknown, the Gods, angels and…

  • 3rd ceremony (2020) – part 3

    3rd ceremony (2020) – part 3

    For everyone else in the circle, the ceremony and the retreat had come to a satisfying close, but not for me. At least not yet. While everyone was dispersing, chatting, giggling, high-fiving, I was lying down sideways on my mattress, feeling & looking zonked. I could see everyone around me jubilating, making plans for the…

  • 3rd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 2

    3rd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 2

    (continued from before…) As I wrote in the earlier post about the Third Ceremony, I felt as if Mamma Aya wasn’t talking to me at all that day. She kept dodging me, confusing me, spinning me around, putting me behind stranger’s eyes. I struggled to remember who I was (Anjuri, a woman, 36 years old,…

  • 2nd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 3

    2nd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 3

    Next, she showed me my Father’s face (my actual human father in this lifetime). The second I saw his face, I was filled to the brim with gratitude towards him. So much grace. Anjuri, the human, sitting there on the mattress with her eyes closed, began whispering “Thank You Papa’, and kept thanking him over…

  • 2nd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 1

    2nd Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020) – Part 1

    I was left dissatisfied and frustrated with my first Ayahuasca ceremony, because I felt that I did not receive any insights, healings from Pachamama. The morning after the 1st ceremony, the curandero HC and Brother T called for a sharing circle. We were urged to gather around in a circle in the maloca, huddled close-ish,…

  • 1st Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020)

    1st Ayahuasca Ceremony (2020)

    I was mighty nervous this day, and the fact that the ceremony kept getting postponed didn’t help, it kept extending the nervousness. The original plan was to start the ceremony at 6pm, (it was meant to be a night ceremony, under the almost full moon, in fact 2 nights before the Full Moon of March…